No Point Looking in Here.

Search for a particular person's name on google and you end up clicking on link to yasni.com. which then leads to an old blog entry of mine. which leads you to my new blog entries. such a wonderful chain of events.

Need.

I need to find time for a new post. I also need a new layout for this blog. And I need to clean this room. And I need to study. But what I will do right now, is sleep.

And it talks to me in tiptoes, 

And sings to me inside, 

It cries out in the darkest night, 

And breaks in morning light.

Heeeeeeeeee.

Now I Can't Stop.

Assalamualaikum.

And just like that, I can't help myself to another post. This is exactly what happens when I open the floodgates. All  I want to do is get my thoughts written down.

Had my first full workout this morning after 2 weeks. My break in Malaysia was spent stuffing myself full of food, now it's time to get all that out. As I'm writing, my hands are trembling from muscle fatigue and some bits and pieces just feel like dropping off my bones. But all in all, this is the best 375 pounds I've spent in ages on something I cannot eat.

Best investment I've made for the next 3 years

Now excuse me as I tremble my way across the hall to the toilet for my sunnah Friday morning shower.

The sun is coming up,

I've got a perfect view,

I've got the day planned out,

Even thought it through.

Wobbling, wobbling.....

Ikhlas.

Ikhlas dulu berkawan. Everything else is secondary. Remind yourself once a day and you'll be friends with the world.

Pasar Mansyiah.

Thishasbeendonesomanytimesalready

Assalamulaikum.

It's been a while since my last proper post. A lot has happened in the last 10 months. I prefer not writing much about it since much of it I'd rather forget.

For my recent few weeks, I went back to Malaysia for a good 2 weeks. I had to go back to get my mind off of things plus I had family to visit. Ate a lot in my time there. I never actually got hungry before the subsequent meal. A lot of upsides to my stay; food, company, my own room, food, family, cats, food, shopping for proper clothes, peaceful traffic, food.

Swensen's Iced Lemon Tea

Horlicks Mcflurry Crunch

Final Dinner

Fresh Kerapu Goreng Tepung

Cheese Tarts

And I met the sweetest little girl back home. First time meeting each other ever and she couldn't stop staring at me. Say hello to Hannim!

Hello, my name is Hannim

She stood still for once.

And also, my family's new cat. Very loud, very annoying, still loveable nonetheless.

Came right into the room and went straight into this position.

Merajuk tak ada orang bagi makan.

Plus I met an old online friend who I've been in touch with for the past 7 years without ever meeting. Had our first meeting over dinner on my first Monday back.

But on the downside, I missed quite a few things while I was back and I regularly got bored out of my mind at night with the jetlag and inability to sleep at normal hours. So I spent all those sleepless nights watching movies.

These two movies, I highly recommend.

So that was that. Best 2 weeks of my year so far. Haven't felt this great in a long time and I plan, hope, and pray for it to stay that way.

It's all you want, all you want, and you run,

but it won't change a thing

So it won't be long, won't be long, won't be long, long

Before you can make it sing

Having class in 2 hours. Back to life now.

Reset.

I've been told to start writing again by 6 separate people. I'm still thinking about it. A lot to say but no motivation to write. Maybe I'll give it a go in a few days time.

You got a fast car

I want a ticket to anywhere

Maybe we make a deal

Maybe together we can get somewhere

I officially start anew.