I Waited Too Long.

Assalamualaikum,

The holidays have begun. 15 days and I probably only have a week's worth of activities planned. I have no idea what to do with the rest of that time.

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I'm in way over my head.

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Go with the flow.

And see what happens.

That's what I did.

I went with it.

This is where it got me.

And I still don't know where I'm going.

I never lied.

All truth were told at the moment they were told.

I don't play games.

I think I'm going somewhere else.

Maybe it's His way of showing that things are supposed to be different.

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Gossip & rumours.

It's been a while since I've been part of any.

Kinda funny listening to made up stories about yourself.

Keep calm, Be amused, & Carry on.

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Because if you want, 

I'll take you in my arms and keep you sheltered, 

From all that I've done wrong.

And I'll know you'll say, that I'm the only one.

Cuti!

You Hide in Here Unknown.

It gets you through the day,

Puts you to sleep at night,

Your thoughts are your own,

Because you know nothing.

A death in the village,

or a murder next door,

Happiness is yours,

Because you know nothing.

A cheating partner,

and a broken home.

Bliss is your life,

Because you know nothing.

Apathy; your shield

and ignorance; your sword 

This world is paradise.

Because you know nothing.

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There is no hiding place on earth,
where loneliness hasn't been there first.
~ anonymous

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(you won't regret pressing play)

They press their lips against you,

And you love the lies they say.

And I tried so hard to reach you,

But you're falling anyway.

Stop skipping class.

They Care Without It.

Assalamualaikum.

I was browsing through imgur and I stumbled upon this;

and I thought; yeah, cats really don't give a crap about what's happening in your life, they just want you to love them.

So heres to the lovable furballs of my life. 

Adek;

Kecik;

& Meow.

Yes, I am undeniably a cat person. I love cats through & through. Not a crazy cat person (yet), but I'm somewhere along the way (probably).

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My current musical obsession,

You want apologies,

Girl, you might hold your breath,

until your breathing stops forever, forever.

 The only thing you'll get is this curse on your lips:

 I hope they taste of me forever.

Yes, this has been a pointless post made for your displeasure.

Coming Up For Air

Assalamualaikum,

I've been busy, I've been sick, I've been procrastinating.

I'm in my 4th year of medical school.

I'm not entirely happy but I'm smiling.

And that's good enough for me.

This makes me smile. 

Screen falling off the door, door hanging off the hinges,

My feet are still sore, my back is on the fringes,

We tore up the walls, we slept on couches,

We lifted this house, we lifted this house.

We got no money, but we got heart :)